I may be a bad person :(

Ev came over yesterday to hang out. He was supposed to leave at 4:30 so he could get home by 5. Instead, he didn’t leave until around 8, and it’s totally my fault.
Meh.

Today, I was playing ITG with Chris, and he got an amazing score on Pandemonium Expert, and I cleared the screen before he could get a screenshot.
Meh.

I meant to go and work on graphics today during the break between classes and after classes were over, but I ended up playing ITG and then coming home to sleep instead.
Meh.

I’d already spent the alotted part of my monthly budget for non-necessities (covers DDR/ITG, new music from online, cards I want to buy, etc)… and then I ordered more cards (because they were on sale and I really wanted them).
Meh.

I fell asleep this morning in photo while we were watching the Avalon video (it was really interesting too… I really wished I’d seen all of it).
Meh.

I haven’t really had dinner (just a couple bowls of cereal). Our cabinets are full of quick-and-easy food things (like rice-a-roni, pasta sides, pasta, ramen), but I’m so lazy that I don’t even feel up to making any of those.
Meh.

Now I’m sitting here thinking I should be doing graphics or getting a head start on analysis, but doing neither.
Meh.

I really should start getting to bed earlier.

There was a Leah (here for CtFWS). She’s looking good (and distinctly feminine now). :D

Also, life is generally going amazingly.
I wonder if I’m over what Alisa dubs the “honeymoon” phase of a relationship yet.
*ponders*
*is giddy*
*bounces*
Hehe, nope. At least, not completely.

I feel like I should write something on here, but I’m not quite sure what.

Yesterday was Everett’s birthday. Happy (belated) birthday, Ev!

The graphics midterm wasn’t as terrible as I was expecting… but I still don’t think I did well on it. Meh. We’ll see what my midsemester grade is. If it’s a C or below, I’ll probably end up dropping the class (just because I hate it so much).
The algo midterm wasn’t bad. I scored below average on it… but given that the average was 87%, I didn’t do badly at all. This pretty much solidifies by B for midsemester, which makes me really happy given that it’s algo and I find the class rather difficult.

The only midsemester grade I have so far is analysis, and it’s a B (as expected). That makes me happy.
If I had to guess on the other ones…
Algo: B; Graphics: B-; Alt. Photo: A; Color Photo: A-; Numerical Methods: A
Yay for relatively good grades?

It’s nice having midsemester break and not much homework to do, especially after last Tuesday’s OMG STRESS AHHH foo. I need to do numerical methods and to finish up algo, but besides that, the weekend is mine. I think I’m going to work on a small set of promos for Student Wars (since I want to get cards for Everett and Ben done, and I doubt I’ll finish Internships anytime soon).

I keep having the weirdest dreams. Last night, one dream involved various things on the purity test… and me doing them. -_-
I don’t think I’ve ever had such a disturbing dream. I don’t really want to elaborate. *shudders*
(By the way, I’m about 80.8% pure right now)
Another dream involved me getting back my graphics midterm with a big red X over every problem, and 0/100 points. Meh. At least that made me decision to drop the class easier :-P

Mike freestyled Butterfly yesterday. Managed to get an S- and perfect combo without ever looking at the screen and otherwise jumping around the pad. It was all sorts of awesome to watch.

My life has been amazingly happy lately.
Know how, in your mind, you have this idea of what the perfect guy/girl/robot for you is like… and how they’d act and look and what they’d be like?
This is nothing like what I ever imagined it would be like.
…
And that’s part of what makes it so perfect.
It’s nice to finally realize that a relationship is not the end-all solution to all your problems… because it’s not, and if you’re using it as such, I feel really bad for your significant other. At the same time, it really is nice to have someone to spend time with and to always have that feeling of being cared for.
This was completely unexpected, things just kinda happened. I didn’t have any expectations for this going in, and I still don’t have any.
And you know what? I feel like that’s the way it should be. Relationships should be something that just happens between you and a friend. If you’re actively seeking out relationships, sure you might find one, and sure it might work out… but more often than not you’ll be disappointed, and you’re probably expecting too much from them if they do happen. I think I realize this now.
^_^

One thing I’m curious about: Is it weird that we dated only after entering a relationship? I mean, usually dating comes first… but I’ve always said I wouldn’t date anyone I couldn’t see myself in a relationship with… and I wouldn’t enter a relationship with anyone I couldn’t see myself in a long-term relationship with… so, to a certain extent, they’re synonomous to me.
I guess that’s why, for the longest time, I was confused about Facebook having separate things for “Looking for: Dating, A Relationship.”
Mrrr

Endeca wants me to interview with them. Yay.
*signs up for a slot*

This evening is ITG with Ben, and then shooting studio foo. Huzzah!
…
I’ve been playing too much ITG lately. Oh well. It’s the only exercise I get :-P

Life makes me happy.
*gives out bundles of happy to everyone else angsting over grades or various life foo*