It’s 3:30 AM and I have a (final) crit at 8:30 tomorrow. I should have gone to bed 3 hours ago. Meh.

I’m kicking myself mentally because I just majorly screwed up this KoL run (which I was trying to make a speed run so I could go farm crimbo). I spent around 60 turns at the pirate’s cove thinking I needed the dictionary, and getting frustrated that it wouldn’t drop. Then I realized that I had the Mt. McLargeHuge quest and *not* the chasm quest, and I was very sad for wasting 60 hco turns. Then, I got tons of RNG screwage. I spent around 40 turns trying to get the outfit for the mines. I got 4 pants and 3 helmets (as item drops) before finally getting the weapon. The ore I needed was the last one I came across. Then spent around 80 turns at the goatlet with +60% item drops. Encountered something like 12 dairy goats. Got exactly 2 cheese drops. Then I got the leaflet and got the bowling trophy instead of the stat code that I could have used to slightly lessen my screwups in this run.
So much for having time to farm crimbo after hc :-\ If I’m not done with this run by next weekend, I am dropping hc and oxy and farming the hell out of crimbotown anyway.
Bah.

Made tenative rules and cards for a Cluster card game today (instead of doing graphics homework).


I’ll finish it after this week is over. It seems fun enough (and a lot simpler than my other card games).
Bah, I’m screwing up my grades so much by doing this. I’m not going to get graphics done and grargh why am I so stupid?

Also, I can’t help but feel like I majorly screwed up with respect to my relationship. I don’t even know why, because it’s not like I did anything, much less anything *wrong*. I’m just feeling incredibly lonely and such… and I feel like I’m being too whiny and whingy about it and everything. I need to stop being so full of myself.
I guess it’s also the feeling that I’m not doing enough… that I need to be a better boyfriend.
Bah.

I screwed up peoples’ LJ friends pages yesterday after upgrading WordPress (because it apparently extended the feed back 15 days instead of 7, causing old entries to all be republished to the syndicated account).
Bah.

Also, I still haven’t found time to buy Christmas presents for anyone. This is a very bad thing. I’m a horrible friend.
Bah.

So let’s see… in the past 48 hours I feel like I’ve screwed up classwork, KoL, relationship foo, LJ foo, friendship foo, and my sleep schedule.
…
God I feel like I’m screwing up everything in my life.
I should be asleep right now.

Edit: Great… I woke up this morning, looked at the clock, and was like “SHIT IT’S 8:35!” Meh. Managed to make it to class by 8:45, so I wasn’t too late…
Yay for more screwups.