{"id":3693,"date":"2024-03-04T06:42:18","date_gmt":"2024-03-04T11:42:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/journal2.alanv.org\/?p=3693"},"modified":"2024-03-04T06:45:01","modified_gmt":"2024-03-04T11:45:01","slug":"i-am-a-bananupdate","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/journal2.alanv.org\/?p=3693","title":{"rendered":"I Am A Bananupdate"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Is it hypocritical of me to say that I miss when people used to write long-form blog posts when I&#8217;ve been really bad at doing so myself?<\/p>\n<p>Probably, but something something do as I say not as I do.<\/p>\n<p>The sporadically (and weirdly) warm weather the past couple weeks seems to have started triggering my spring allergies already, resulting in me waking up at 4 or 5 AM with a running or congested nose, so blame this post on that.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve been reading back through my old journal posts from during and before the pandemic, and I&#8230; really miss pre-pandemic life. And it also strikes me that I used to have a much more obvious &#8220;life outside of work&#8221;, but that mostly disappeared during the pandemic and hasn&#8217;t come back since. I don&#8217;t think this is the fault of work &#8212; my teams and manager and everyone has always been great about work-life balance &#8212; but it just feels like something inside me stopped being able to properly destress outside of work (so *all* of my non-work hours are now spent trying to relax) and\/or my hobbies now would rely on things I&#8217;d consider unacceptably high risk (like going to Origins again and sitting in a convention hall with thousands of people for 4 days).<\/p>\n<p>But it&#8217;s striking how much I used to do outside of work, whether it was as simple as &#8220;host board games on a weekend&#8221; or &#8220;go rock climbing once a week&#8221; to &#8220;dedicate a day every week to doing newspaper things for The Tartan&#8221; or &#8220;go to things like weddings or group events&#8221;. It&#8217;s not that I don&#8217;t <em>write<\/em> about them anymore&#8230; I don&#8217;t <em>do<\/em> them anymore. It&#8217;s probably worth a more serious look at how I can change that.<\/p>\n<p>2024 will probably end up being a year of change (and unexpectedly expected large expenditures of money), in many ways, and not just for myself. It&#8217;ll be interesting for me to make a December post and see how many of the currently ongoing pieces of &#8220;fun&#8221; (both with myself and friends) ended up working out.<\/p>\n<p>Anyway&#8230; life goes. There should probably be some photos in this post, but it&#8217;s 6:30 AM and I&#8217;m not going to boot up my photo computer to satisfy that itch, so wall-of-text it is. (Or was.)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Is it hypocritical of me to say that I miss when people used to write long-form blog posts when I&#8217;ve been really bad at doing so myself? Probably, but something something do as I say not as I do. The &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/journal2.alanv.org\/?p=3693\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[34],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3693","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pandemic"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/journal2.alanv.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3693","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/journal2.alanv.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/journal2.alanv.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/journal2.alanv.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/journal2.alanv.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3693"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/journal2.alanv.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3693\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/journal2.alanv.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3693"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/journal2.alanv.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3693"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/journal2.alanv.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3693"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}