{"id":174,"date":"2006-11-28T20:40:07","date_gmt":"2006-11-29T01:40:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/journal2.alanv.org\/?p=174"},"modified":"2012-10-01T22:47:16","modified_gmt":"2012-10-02T02:47:16","slug":"various-life-musings","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/journal2.alanv.org\/?p=174","title":{"rendered":"Various life musings"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I keep having really weird, really freaky dreams. The moment I wake up, I forget almost all of it, but I&#8217;m left with this sense of intense fear and anxiety and lay there for a few moments too scared to move. Not quite sure what that means.<\/p>\n<p>My final projects for both photo classes are coming along. For alternate, I plan to print various photos of Ev, with Van Dyke, onto a roll of paper towels. It turned out rather well when I printed Ben to test (although I didn&#8217;t fix it for fear of absorbing all the fixer and wasting it), so we&#8217;ll see how it goes. For color, I&#8217;m doing a more documentary-style portraiture shoot of CS life&#8230; which is to say, I&#8217;m shooting like I always do, except with my film camera instead of my digital. Dylan seems to be pleased with the results thus far&#8230; kinda ironic that I&#8217;m putting less effort into this (just shooting as I always do instead of racking my brain trying to think of things to shoot or trying to organize shoots) but it&#8217;s working out better. I want to assemble a book for the final, but I&#8217;m not sure if I&#8217;ll have enough images to do so, and if I do, I&#8217;m not sure I&#8217;ll have enough time to do so.<\/p>\n<p>We&#8217;ve recieved the final assignments in all classes, so it&#8217;s all downhill from here. I&#8217;m a little worried about the graphics lab and final algo homework, but I&#8217;m sure I&#8217;ll eventually get it done. These next two weeks are going to be intense&#8230; followed by an intense week of finals (4 finals in 3 days&#8230; ew), and then it&#8217;s off to home.<\/p>\n<p>Normally I&#8217;m kinda relieved to be heading home, even though I prefer it here in Pittsburgh. This year, however, that &#8220;Eh, whatever, I&#8217;ll go home&#8221; is turning into an intense feeling of longing. I don&#8217;t want to leave, despite really wanting to see my parents.<br \/>\nRelatedly, things in relationship land are amazing and I still feel like the luckiest guy alive.<\/p>\n<p>Most of you already know I&#8217;m planning on graduating in December 2007. However, I&#8217;m contemplating becoming part time for my Fall 2007 semester. After next semester, assuming I pass all my classes, I will have exactly one requirement left to graduate, and it&#8217;ll be a CS elective. I&#8217;m planning on taking Computational Photography and Operating Systems&#8230; but there&#8217;s not really much else I want to take. That comes out to 24 units, which is less than the 36 required to be full-time. It&#8217;d be cheaper to pay for the units, especially given that I wasn&#8217;t planning on living in campus housing anyway. It&#8217;d absolve me (read: my parents) from various CMU fees too&#8230;<br \/>\nI dunno. Mark says it&#8217;s a good idea if I don&#8217;t really have anything else I want to take. I&#8217;m not on any scholarships that require me to be fulltime. I suppose I should discuss this with my parents.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m horribly behind on internship searching. I have no offers and no prospects, and it&#8217;s almost December. Blah. I guess that&#8217;s what Christmas break is for.<\/p>\n<p>No pictar because I&#8217;ve been shooting all film and don&#8217;t have any of it scanned yet.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I keep having really weird, really freaky dreams. 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