\nBen and his brother. Roxors.
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<\/p>\nWorking on a single program for over 12 hours in a 2.5 day span does bad things to you.
\nIt’s not even the good kind of “up coding until 2 AM” where you’re so engrossed in coding that you look at the clock and are surprised that it’s so late. It’s the kind where you’re sitting there banging your head against the desk wishing it would work the way you wanted it to and wishing that you understood what the hell you were writing.
\nI now have about 60 points out of 100 on the lab… at the cost of my sanity.<\/p>\n
Yesterday was bad. Was already incredibly frustrated from coding until 2 AM the previous night. Coded pretty much all day until 9, when I went to a party-thing at dlstern\/cmartens\/tcauchoi’s house in a pretty bad mood. There, felt generally ignored and antisocial, so I left after a few minutes. Decided I was hungry so I went to get a pizza… came home to eat it, and completely lost it. I don’t even know. I don’t think I’ve cried that hard in a long time… but meh, it was actually kinda nice being able to just let go and cry again.<\/p>\n
Mars and Apphia are awesome. They were there for me last night, and I don’t know where I would have been without you guys. Thank you.
\nThanks to Car and Tom for letting me piccar them today.
\nAlso, Ev, thank you for today. It meant a lot to me that you were willing to drive all the way here just to see me for a couple hours.
\nI guess the moral of this story is I have amazing friends. And I’m feeling better now.<\/p>\n
Tomorrow is likely to be bad again. Today, I just needed a break, and so ended up not doing any work all day (mental health vs. failing a couple homeworks… I’d rather fail the homeworks). However, tomorrow I will need to tackle everything I didn’t do this weekend… which is to say, I need to do work for every class including work more on graphics. This is going to be a horrible week, with the best part being the analysis exam on Friday. Whee!
\nOh well.<\/p>\n
Piccars… because I’m in a piccary mood.
\nBen and his brother. Roxors.
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There also existed CtFwS
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Today there was Car and Tom photographing.
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I should go to sleep so I can wake up for 8:30 class tomorrow. I got something like 3-4 hours of sleep last night because I was just stressed and foo. That’s not a good thing.<\/p>\n
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\nI still feel kinda broken :-\\<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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