Let’s do something different this time and start out with photos.
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\nI think it’s bizarre that the backgrounds to either side of him are different colors… that was not photoshopped, the picture actually came out like that (in fact, the entire series of ~15 images I snapped of him came out like that). I also just like the picture in general, I don’t know why.<\/p>\n
This is an old one (from when Ev and I went photoing downtown; scanned from film), but I like it, and it’s not posted in art<\/a>, so meh. So I’ve been feeling this complete apathy towards my non-photo classes lately. I’m not doing as well in algo as I’d like, and instead of trying hard on this homework assignment or making sure I’m understanding the concepts well, I’m just ignoring the problem. I already managed to fail the quiz that we took last week (fail as in <60% fail, not just the \"Oh noes I got a B!!!\" fail). How long until I start failing homeworks?\nIn graphics, I have a lab due on Tuesday and is only about half complete, yet I don't care enough to work on it... not even the thought of failing the class seems to be able to motivate me to do the work. I dunno. I just find the material completely uninteresting, the lectures completely bland, and the class in general to suck.\nAs far as my math courses, I still dislike numerical methods, but whatever... I'm apparently doing well in the class. We have an exam in analysis tomorrow that counts for $large_percentage of our final grade, yet I'm sitting here not studying and not feeling guilty for doing so. I don't know. I failed the first homework for the class (<60% of the points), yet I still don't particularly care.\nThis is a very bad thing. I think I'm going to be in for some rude awakenings when I get midterm grades this semester. Meh.\n\nI dunno. Maybe I should go study for my exam now... and then tomorrow I can work on numerical methods and algo and graphics so I'm not screwed... and then Saturday I get to shoot photos with Everett again, which I think is the only thing I'm ever interested in anymore (photographing). Blah.\n\nEdit:<\/strong> Okay, so writing this entry seems to have made me care a bit. I don’t want to fail out this semester. I don’t even want to fail a single class. Blah. Let’s do something different this time and start out with photos. I think it’s bizarre that the backgrounds to either side of him are different colors… that was not photoshopped, the picture actually came out like that (in fact, the … Continue reading
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\n*goes to study and do homework*<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"